Thursday, February 3, 2011

A Message TO a MEANING

Sorry if I'm bothering you DARLin

Between Belliveau Susann and You
PenZidean MotZart January 27 at 12:10am
So I have finding out a lot about a bunch of different things and I kinda wanted to ask you a few questions. I hope I'm not being a bother and you don't have to answer them if you don't want to. But here it goes. Did you get shocked as well and was the shock by the DEVIL or by GOD? Because that second time when you told me I was going to get the biggest shock of my life it wasn't really a shock like the first it was more of a realization then anything physical. I was also wondering how you knew who or what I was and how did you know the time when I got shocked? Like I said sorry if I'm being any trouble. I'm just trying to clarify things a lil. the only two people that made some acknowledgment of me being shock was you and Pierre RAU and I really don't know any of you all that well. I never even met Pierre. Well hope to see ya soon. Maybe this SUNDAY, I hope. ttyl Take care.
  Belliveau Susann February 1 at 6:28pm Report
yes, by God...im special............you seemed sooo familiar in a friendly way and kindred spirits i suppose. i know many things people never say on or before they happen
PenZidean MotZart February 1 at 6:53pm
I have to get minutes on my phone. I'll call you as soon as I get minutes. I know a lot of things before they happen as well usually in dreams. I don't understand why God would shock a person though, i thought it was the Devil. The reason because I had called him out on FB for befriending me as this Vanessa Schmidt person who wanted me to follow her to this adult sex dating sight. I noticed she got on FB the day i started going back to Church so i wrote on her wall "Vanessa Schmidt: Is EVIL beware her charm and lust. She is a Beelzebub incarnate out to collect souls." After I got shocked her pic was all over my computer and she wrote me a note that said, "We were so in love long ago, but now your doing what they say." I told the Devil he was the King of ALL LIEs and WE were never in LOVE. Not only that a friend I never truly met in real life on FB Pierre Rau posted on his FB that the Apocalypse was now about to come. Its truly some weird stuff. Its been getting weirder and weirder. I have Christian websites posting stories about me along with other things.

You know whats funny? Way before all this happened an old lady that use to live down the street from me told me I was an Angel I thought she meant I was sweet and I offered to help with her gardens she always declined with a huge smile on her face. One day I overheard her singing to herself how she had an angel for a neighbor that loves to do her favors. She was a DARLin now she has moved. I thought you seemed familiar as well when I saw you. That's why I sat next to you and said hi and mentioned the my bracelets and how they were related to some Indian Traditions. But me being familiar to people always happens. I had a guy from Sudan tell me he has seen me wondering around Africa. I never been to Africa.

AnyWHO. Sorry for the long story I'll call you soon. hope your leg is feeling better, AND that court thing you had resolved itself. Courts can be a BITCH. TTYL God BLESS

  Belliveau Susann February 1 at 6:58pm Report
i really hate conversation and long stories u elaborate and i am always familiar everywhere... in all of my 29 moves in the last ten years...strange i dont remember being physically there before i was
PenZidean MotZart February 1 at 7:23pm
Wow you moved just as much as I did. I've moved 32 times. And everywhere I have moved people seem to know me. This is a lil off the wall but Tim Burton has filmed Three of my favorite movies where I have lived. Edward Sissorhands in Florida, Big Fish in Alabama, and Beetle Juice here in NewBoston NH. Have you dreamt peoples death and life? I dreamt my grandparents death and I dreamt my SUNs birth before anyone knew. It sucks because I have dreamt a lot of things before they had happened. I try to change them but I can't. they seem to be the inevitable. I had a dream about the me playing chess with Satan before I called him out. And a few months ago I played a game against the MOTHERfucker on twitter and let him have the first three moves and I beat him in one move. I also found his account after the NewYears on Twitter. Him, Azazel and a few other demons. They are plotting something big, I know it.

A lot of crazy stuff is going to happen with in the next year and a half. . Hope your kiddos are doing well. I have a doodle of mine to give you. I'm just waiting for a decent pay check so I can get a frame. I'm going to try and make it to CHURCH this coming Sunday. I need to get some advice from God. Seems like every time I pray to him in Church that night I have a dream leading me to some kind of answer. I'm gonna leave you B. I know I ramble on at times. Call ya soon.


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so the electric ahock happenes to everybody at thepoint of which th eholy spirit enters so don't be freaked out embrace and listen to it ......


    • PenZidean MotZart I have been and a lot of weird things have been happening. At night sometimes I wake up twitching with lil shocks. I have realized the more I question everything the less information and answers I get. I guess I just have to have faith that all of it will come together soon enough. I'll be at CHURCH this Sunday no matter what.


    • Belliveau Susann DONt EVER question Him only test the spirits of whom their whereabouts are unknown and favor those that are of Him;)


    • PenZidean MotZart ‎;) I really don't question him at all. I question the things that are happening around me so I know what to do. I guess I just have to let it all happen when it happens and just live the moment.


    • PenZidean MotZart I guess it doesn't really matter what I do. As long as I worship him and love him. I have almost stopped warning people that just won't listen. They all think of me as crazy anyways and are stone set in their ways. I just worry that I'm going to screw things up somehow. So I stress and start dissecting every lil thing to a point where I don't know what it all is anymore. Up is down and Down is up and everything is turned inside out and round about. AnyWHO thanks for the advice. I'll use it. =)

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