Friday, December 24, 2010
My MOTHER thinks I'm InSANE
I keep having this reoccurring argument with my MOTHER whom I LOVE dearly. She thinks I'm getting too in depth with this ANGEL stuff. She thinks that one person out of the WHOLE WORLD is messing with ME on the internet trying to drive me insane. She thinks all these random occurrences in the past two months are all coincidences. THEY MEAN NOTHING.
I try to reason with her but she refuses to believe me. I think its because shes AFRAID to see the TRUTH.
I tell her"HOW can this ONE person shock me through a post I made on FB, and not only that how could people from all over the WORLD whom I never met in person know that I got shocked at that moment and ask if I was OK? How can this ONE person know I was going back to CHURCH, and KNOW the exact date? HOW can this one person control the MOON, STARS, and WEATHER? How can this ONE person know when I'm on TWITTER and play CHESS with me when I call him out, and not only that place people as my friends/followers on twitter that have been dead and then erase them from all of online existence? WHY would this ONE person deposit over $4000 into my buddies bank account after my second time of going to CHURCH with him? HOW can this ONE person even place people in my life that known me way before I even started going back to CHURCH? HOW can this ONE person control my DREAMs, and control my hearing to the point I can hear a choir in my head? HOW can this one person control so much of my life sense BIRTH and everything around it?"
MOTHER:"Your not listening to me. We need to do some investigating. There has to be some kind of SCIENTIFIC EXPLANATION!?!"
ME: "I'm listening but what you say makes no sense. WHAT you say I find hard to believe. YOU GET ME THE SCIENTIFIC DATA AND I'LL MIGHT START BELIEVING YOU. I didn't just wake up one day and say to myself I'm gonna make up this whole elaborate story of the DEVIL and me. I'm gonna make most all my friends and LOVE ed ONES think I'm CRAZY. I'm going to make everyone in the WORLD think I'm crazy. That sounds fun."
MOTHER: "WELL THATS JUST SILLY."
ME:"SO YOU THINK I"M A LIAR?!?"
MOTHER:"NO. I THINK YOUR READING TOO DEEP INTO ALL OF THIS. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BELIEVING IN GOD. ITS WHEN YOU START THINKING YOUR SOME KIND OF MESSIAH YOUR NUTS."
ME: "I NEVER SAID I WAS A MESSIAH. JESUS IS THE MESSIAH. I'M JUST TELLING YOU WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING TO ME. ITS CHRISTMAS EVE. I HAVE HAD A GOOD DAY POSTING CHRISTMAS POST, I"M NOT GOING TO HAVE THIS ARGUMENT WITH YOU. IT MAKES ME SAD."
MOM:"THEN SMILE or I'LL TICKLE YOU. =)"
ME:"TRY ALL YOU WANT I AM NUMB NOW. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!"
P.S. Not only that I have witnesses. So now this one person controls them as well. WHAT A LOAD OF B.S.
I try to reason with her but she refuses to believe me. I think its because shes AFRAID to see the TRUTH.
I tell her"HOW can this ONE person shock me through a post I made on FB, and not only that how could people from all over the WORLD whom I never met in person know that I got shocked at that moment and ask if I was OK? How can this ONE person know I was going back to CHURCH, and KNOW the exact date? HOW can this one person control the MOON, STARS, and WEATHER? How can this ONE person know when I'm on TWITTER and play CHESS with me when I call him out, and not only that place people as my friends/followers on twitter that have been dead and then erase them from all of online existence? WHY would this ONE person deposit over $4000 into my buddies bank account after my second time of going to CHURCH with him? HOW can this ONE person even place people in my life that known me way before I even started going back to CHURCH? HOW can this ONE person control my DREAMs, and control my hearing to the point I can hear a choir in my head? HOW can this one person control so much of my life sense BIRTH and everything around it?"
MOTHER:"Your not listening to me. We need to do some investigating. There has to be some kind of SCIENTIFIC EXPLANATION!?!"
ME: "I'm listening but what you say makes no sense. WHAT you say I find hard to believe. YOU GET ME THE SCIENTIFIC DATA AND I'LL MIGHT START BELIEVING YOU. I didn't just wake up one day and say to myself I'm gonna make up this whole elaborate story of the DEVIL and me. I'm gonna make most all my friends and LOVE ed ONES think I'm CRAZY. I'm going to make everyone in the WORLD think I'm crazy. That sounds fun."
MOTHER: "WELL THATS JUST SILLY."
ME:"SO YOU THINK I"M A LIAR?!?"
MOTHER:"NO. I THINK YOUR READING TOO DEEP INTO ALL OF THIS. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BELIEVING IN GOD. ITS WHEN YOU START THINKING YOUR SOME KIND OF MESSIAH YOUR NUTS."
ME: "I NEVER SAID I WAS A MESSIAH. JESUS IS THE MESSIAH. I'M JUST TELLING YOU WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING TO ME. ITS CHRISTMAS EVE. I HAVE HAD A GOOD DAY POSTING CHRISTMAS POST, I"M NOT GOING TO HAVE THIS ARGUMENT WITH YOU. IT MAKES ME SAD."
MOM:"THEN SMILE or I'LL TICKLE YOU. =)"
ME:"TRY ALL YOU WANT I AM NUMB NOW. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!"
P.S. Not only that I have witnesses. So now this one person controls them as well. WHAT A LOAD OF B.S.
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