I recently woke up from an intense dream I had, before I went to sleep I was thinking about god and was asking a few questions,  I have my own interpretations of the significance of this dream, however I will leave it for you to decide for yourselves. I welcome all of your comments.  It was interesting for me that upon awakening the first post I saw was this one.   I am particularly looking forward to what Alvin thinks about this dream that I had, and how he would interpret it :-)
I am entering into the gates of heaven Satans angel of light, Lucifer is at my side, shining light onto me, I am afraid for I am not fit for this task that Lucifer has asked of me, I am afraid I understand death, but I do not like pain, they will surely torture me, why has he asked me to do this.

Who do you fear more god or me?  His voice booms.

Lucifer gets the point across, I have no fear of this god that I do not know, or have never seen, but I know of Lucifers power, I must obey him.  In life I served him, and he promised me riches, he demonstrated this power on earth, and blessed me with all of my hearts desire so now I must fulfil my role.  I really do not have a choice.  For as strong as his light shines, I have witnessed what happens when he is disobeyed.

He has asked me to enter into heavens gates.

I do not wish to go, on earth gods people scared me, they always judged what they did not understand, yet claimed to be non judgemental, when I showed them the riches that they could attain, by following the way of the light, they fought me and said I was evil, they told me I worshipped satan, and I would correct them and tell them that satan means to question and if anything I worshipped it was Lucifer!   They had sacrificed things on earth for blessings in heaven.

I was an outcast, how could they welcome me, would they see this as unfair, for I have never served their god.  I did not choose to make the sacrifices others made.  I desired to create a heaven on earth.

 But I have a mission, to accomplish as I approach the gates my light is vibrating, stronger and stronger I am illuminated glowing and beautiful, I can feel Lucifer transferring his energy into me, the more I shine, the more at peace I feel with myself.

 At the gates I see two guardians, my light helps me to see them, they are calm, beautiful beings quite similar to myself in this state.  I smile at them lovingly, will you let me in? I ask: they do not seem to understand, for everytime I try to talk to them, they appear to be agitated, but yet I do not understand why??

 Lucifer has given me tools, but why is it not working. I speak again to the guardians of heavens gates and the more I try the more agitated they appear.  As they become agitated the light that I saw in them, begins to dim.  It gets dimmer and dimmer, the more I speak and they look like pictures of demons I saw on earth.

I am even more afraid now, I back away, and from afar they again look angelic.

I call upon Satan who is disguised by my side, the guardians cannot see him, for my light is too bright and he is disguised so he appears invisible next to me.

Satan what do I do?  Lucifer has given me this arduous task, I do not understand what I must do it seems impossible,   I will show you,  Satan then kisses me and wraps me into him until we merge, a dove flys over us and gives us a mini me, wrapped in a white clothe,  she will do what you cannot watch:

  Satan and I observe this mini me we both can see, she has a mixture of my light and his darkness for she is different to booth of us, but part of us somehow.

This mini me, appears very light, her light shines brightly when she is close to Satan and it appears slightly dimmer as she draws closer to me, absorbed by my own brilliance, it becomes difficult to distinguish us, we appear as one light.  I try to not feel upset, when she moves closer to Satan, she needs her space to express her self, and Satan allows her to do that more than I can.

As she walks closer to the gates, her light gets dimmer and dimmer the more it dims, the bigger the guardians light becomes, it looks as though they are taking it from her! This appears not to hurt her, but it continues to dim more and more and the guardians keep chatting to her, seeming appearing quite fascinated with her, just as my heart almost stops again, for this wouldn’t be the first time, for aren’t I already dead?   I am afraid that they are hurting her and maybe there is a feeling of jealousy, that she is becoming less of me,  I tell Satan enough, shouldn’t I do something?
 Satan consoles me and I feel his hand, just wait are we are almost there?

And look, he was right at that moment, they let her in, now that she has opened the door, she then turns around and, sucks us into her hand  to observe, mission one accomplished.

I wonder what Lucifer will think of next I ask Satan….Find god! Is the message that comes…

Who said it would be easy.  I feared this god, would he have the power to banish into the eternal hell, that people on earth speak of?  I had no understanding of hell, my earthy life was heavenly, I knew Lucifer would not punish me, or make me do something that was painful, for he blessed me on earth, but this god I did not know.  Maybe he had power in the spiritual world?  I guess I would find out.

As we walk around, this mini me gets distracted, playing with the other mini people and doing lots of things, I ask all the people there, where do we find this god, they say that he is up there, and point towards what appears to be heavens.  I notice they cannot see Satan, next too me, but I do not wish to frighten them.

 Satan and I take flight and search the heavens, we see many beings there and we stop and get distracted speaking, entertaining, marvelling at the beauty, around us, these beings of light, remind me of Lucifer, they are peaceful and loving and kind.  They do not seem to be afraid of Satan, although with their super sight, they can see him next to me, for they address both of us.  We ask the spirits where is god, they tell us to look to the west search upon the grey mist.

We travel deeper and deeper into the heavens Satan and I holding his hand, there is a gate, surrounded by what appears to be a thick grey fog, I feel we have reached our destination, it feels right to me and I look at Satan for confirmation, he reads, a sign on the gate which says god’s place of rest.  Yes I would agree he says. 

I wonder why Lucifer sent us here, I think about mini me, we use our supersight to look down to check on little me, who appears to be absolutely fine, having the time of her life, or death I should say, playing and doing mini me stuff.

Then we walk around the most beautiful palace, it is filled with riches and beauty unimaginable, it is white, and gold and shining, there is a black dark substance, like ebony, that is mixed in and the result is just marvellous, there are black diamonds, and  next to them are brilliant white crystals, it reminds me of something, seeing them next to each other, but I cannot think of what it could be…We are both distracted  there is a big what looks like marble fireplace filled with coal, but the fire is not lit, we cannot see anything to light the fire,  after a while walking around we abandon our search for the lighter as we marvel at the beauty of our surroundings, after a while we come back to the room where the fireplace was.

We then notice 2 thrones that had not been visible to us before, they appear to be made of smoke, but they feel solid to touch, they are thick like clouds and rise slightly above the ‘floor’

It’s time for a rest, I think it’s quite fitting, I say to Satan.  He yawns and nods his head in agreement.

Satan and I sit on the thrown, the fire instantly lights up we are captivated by the magic of the fire, we stare at it transfixed until we drift off into peaceful sleep.

 In the dream state, we meet and we hear lots of people in the heavens below, we hear their prayers, they are crying out for god, they are saying that the perfect world is difficult, some people miss their families that were not of the same religion as them, they cannot completely remember and they wish for them to be here too, some are bored for they miss the fast pace of earth and ask god, to send them back, others wish to see god, for they could not on earth and wish to experience something different in heaven,  the single men are praying for forgiveness for desiring some of the married women, there are lots of women saying the same thing, they wish to experience more perfect men, but will god let them be free, we hear the same continual cry, where is god.  We try to speak back to them and tell them that we are in gods resting place and god is not here, but they cannot seem to hear us.

We wake up with a feeling of a headache, what a strange dream!

 Some of the spirits we met on our travels come to see us and congratulate us on our quest, they bring gifts to celebrate as the journey has been tried by many, but many do not find the way, or get lost in the search, some of the perfect people from heaven arrive, they discovered that in the dream world they could fly and, so they told us, they were actually still asleep in heaven, but they were able to come out of their bodies to find god, we eat, we drink, we laugh and have fun, wating for god to return…….

All of us are having so much fun we get distracted and forget about our original search……

What was it again?