So here it is.
Yeah, I use to do DRUGs.
Yeah, I use to do DRUGs.
I did all kinds but for HeRiOn & its family members, that shit pollutes the soul.
I did Salvia divinorum a few times, but thats the DEVILS herb. When I did it I saw many things but I always heard GOD cry and the DEVIL laugh. Salvia divinorum is SATANs weed. Yet its LEGAL?!?!?
I did
You know what the funny thing is?
I did DRUGs for self-medication. I use ta do DRUGS so I wouldn't DREAM. I use ta do DRUGS so I would forget my memories.
I did DRUGs for self-medication. I use ta do DRUGS so I wouldn't DREAM. I use ta do DRUGS so I would forget my memories.
When you’re a KID with a photographic memory and DREAMT the ways I did, saw the things I did.
YOU WOULD TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I never went to a DOC, never needed to. I knew PHARMaceutical TECHs. I knew anyone who was anyone to go to ta get what I needed.
If you saw HEAVEN and FELT HELL.
You would!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You would!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But whats the big deal you turn on the TV and every other commercial is for a WONDER DRUG to help IMPATIENCE, SLEEP, WEIGHT LOSS, DIABETES, HAIR LOSS, the list goes on.
SO WHAT. I DID DRUGS!!!!!
We dope our kids up on Ritalin, Concerta, Metadate, Methylin, Adderall, and whatnots. MAKING THEM ZOMBIES.
When I was a kid I was the biggest spaz. I would climb trees and hang upside down. I would run around the woods barefoot. I would jump off of everything I could climb and act like I was flying. ASK my MOM I was a hellion, but my parents never doped me up.
I use ta do shrooms, LSD, and pure DXM and landscape multimillion dollar houses in BEDFORD NH. I never messed up. I never hurt anyone. I have always been the hardest work no matter what job I do.
The stay at home MOMs would be all ZANAXed out sippin' their early morning MARTINIs walking in front of the widows with their robes half open watching ELLEN or SOAPOPERAs while their NANNY took care of their CHILDREN, and their HUSBANDs were at work making money so he can get her LIPO and BREAST IMPLANTS.
TRUST ME I KNOW. I was invited in for a few drinks a couple of times. =P
I got to a point on DRUGS were I didn't need to sleep to DREAM anymore. I can now just close my eyes and flashes of the future and past shine on the back of my eyelids. I can see all kinds of LIFE & DEATH. I got to the point I could manipulate people’s minds by just my thoughts.
CRAZY I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HERE IS AN EXAMPLE:
I'm on lunch break with my friend TRACY, landscaping this huge house on the far east side of MANCHESTER NH, when this guy comes up out of knows ? where. I was meditating watching the blades of grass bend in the wind while TRACY was telling me a story.
Anyways this guys has a limp and a stutter and starts talking about the earth, my puppets, and things to see around the area. I chatted with him while TRACY looked weird like "WHO IS THIS GUY?, WHERE DID HE COME FROM? , AND WHY IS HE TALKING TO US?"
During our chat I said in my head stop stuttering and stop limping.
By the time he was done and our lunch break was done he had stopped stuttering, and when he walked off down the road he didn't have a limp anymore.
TRACY noticed it and was a MAZEd.
ANOTHER EXAMPLE:
I was LANDscaping Hanover HILL nursing home in MANCHESTER NH.
I was planting these flowers and whatnots around the front walk way, when this old lady was wheeled out onto this patio. She watched me intently. I knew she was going to die very soon. I saw death in her eyes. I could see death in her veins.
Anyway I could hear her thoughts while she watched me plant those flowers. She was a dirty old lady, but funny. I sent her a thought of mine. A joke of sorts. And as soon as I did she started to laugh so loud. Everyone around the area at the time was wondering what happened.
When the nurse came to wheel her back in she gave me a wink and blew me a huge kiss. My she RIP.
You can find another example in my TRUE STORY OnE Of ThE LiVes/SouLs I HeLp SaVe.
You can find another example in my TRUE STORY OnE Of ThE LiVes/SouLs I HeLp SaVe.
So yeah I tripped off of psilocybin, lysergic acid, dextromethorphan hydro bromide. Some times all at the same time.
I use to smoke about an ounce of the best green sweet leaf nugget a day.
I use ta blow in my sleep.
SAD. =( I KNOW.
I NEVER HURT ANYONE.
I ALWAYS TOOK CARE OF ALL MY FRIENDS & FAMILY NO MATTER WHAT.
I NEVER STOLEN OR ROBBED ANYONE.
I NEVER EVER DID DRUGs AROUND CHILDREN.
I NEVER PUSHED IT ON ANYONE.
I needed it. I needed to forget. I needed to not DREAM.
P.S.
Did you know?
I can make GOLD out of WORDs.
I can grow SAPPHIRES out of my WORK from my hands.
I can make RAINBOWs out of THOUGHTS.
I can make it RAIN when I CRY.
I can WALK on FIRE.
I can make SMILEs when I SMILE. =)
I can make the WIND BLOW when I WHISTLE.
I can change the COLOR of the SKYes with an IDEA.
Well if you didn't know. You do now.
GOD BLESSES US ALL.
AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
P.S.
Did you know?
I can make GOLD out of WORDs.
I can grow SAPPHIRES out of my WORK from my hands.
I can make RAINBOWs out of THOUGHTS.
I can make it RAIN when I CRY.
I can WALK on FIRE.
I can make SMILEs when I SMILE. =)
I can make the WIND BLOW when I WHISTLE.
I can change the COLOR of the SKYes with an IDEA.
Well if you didn't know. You do now.
GOD BLESSES US ALL.
AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and if you really what to know?!?! I have been addicted to CIGGs since the 3rd grade and have been drinking alcohol since I was 5 years old.
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Funny thing WHEN I was on DRUGS everyone considered me normal. SANE!!!!!!!!!!!! Now that I don't do them anymore everyone thinks I'm abnormal. INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!! So can you tell me where did it all go wrong?!?! When did I make a mistake!?!?! I believe in GOD again. I DREAM again.
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